All the Sheeps

That’s my first post, so… I guess a love post would be okay. Its really… Not original, but whatever. Life’s about love, right?

My love life has always been a big mess. I fall in love with people and then some time later that love just fades away. WITH THAT IN MIND, I have to choose the right people to fall in love, but… Yeah, its kinda impossible to ~choose~. I just do, and always with the wrong ones.

Why do we have to fall in love with people we don’t want? WHAT DOES IT TAKE to even fall in love with people?! ITS SO RANDOM. I can’t take it. 5 years ago I fell in love with a boy, and I still have feelings for him (not strong ones anymore, since we don’t see each other), but still…

We didn’t even talk, he used to bother me and make me cry, so I thought he did all that because he liked me… But nothing ever happened, he kept avoiding me the rest of the time and all I did was get sad. Lately I’ve been thinking about him a lot, dreaming about meeting him and everything being okay… If that’s a sign, then I’ll be glad to meet him any time, but I don’t think that’s going to happen. 

I should think positively, though… Yeah, we WILL meet.

But while we don’t… I’ll still have more problems in my love life.